Wondering if I am disjointing my hinges
Opening my thorax,
Unplugging the red and blue wires
To reunite with the self I want to know

….Or taking flight in the hard shell of my mind

I want to disembody my soul
Pack it tight and throw it up high
Say, “Hey, big guy in the sky!
CATCH!!”

There is no tether to my jump
It’s just you and me, me and the door,
You and the key, waiting for the cards to deal

I smile; You made me this way,
I was born backwards,
Moving sideways
Day dreaming with closed eyes
Nurse slapped me twice
Even then, I hated crying

You knew what I would say,
“Leave or stay but don’t hesitate,
Give me what I need,
Ignore what I want and not meant to be.”

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5 Responses to “Open Doors: Praying for Directions”

  1. Jon Says:

    You knew what I would say,
    “Leave or stay but don’t hesitate,
    Give me what I need,
    Ignore what I want and not meant to be.”

    superb in the context of your poem. nicely done! :D

  2. bluepanjeet Says:

    hello claudia. Nice blog. we have the same niche, being catholic, religious and all. I think I would really visit this blog of yours more often. Hope we can be blogmates. Keep well and God Bless!

  3. Claudia Says:

    Jon, you are my hero as always!
    Bluepanjeet, I love your blog as well! I will add you to my blog roll and my google feed.

    –Clau

  4. hem acharya Says:

    Hey, big guy in the sky!
    CATCH!!”

    Did he catch or you got it back ?

  5. Claudia Says:

    Hopefully He kept it. –cp

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